2 years passed as my eyes blink. I finished the higher degree with a proper certification. To achieve this, the enormous support from my fam, my friends are valuable. 2 years of struggle from language to finding a related job, I cried a lot and I laughed a lot as well. Many years after, I will still remember this.


A regular day

A day of treating yourself, separating yourself from people. A combination of manga and matcha drink :).

Somewhere only we know

“Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?

I’m getting old, and I need something to rely on

So tell me when you’re gonna let me in

I’m getting tired, and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute, why don’t we go

Talk about it somewhere only we know?

This could be the end of everything

So why don’t we go

Somewhere only we know?”

Somewhere only we know by Keanne

Runaway for nth times.

My goodness.

I am still the old selfish me before.

I do not want to share anything or anyone belonging to me.

I know I am possessive and it is can be an distinctive trait of people under the Scorpio star (though I am not completely into this type of thing anymore). But I can say that, I am extremely possessive. I want to remove this negative character of myself. I-can-not-do-it.

Sadly but true.


I would rather be alone than to be with someone else and  then I was left all alone.